Saturday, July 08, 2006
10:41 PM
haiz.. today is saturday.. and it's a busy and stressful day for me.. have to rush from one place to the other.. but that's not the main problem.. coz i'm more worried bout the results.. maths va.. homework.. gp va.. chem va and many things that need to be read and done before the weekend ends.. normally.. weekends are boring and are the time when i can finally have the whole day to myself to slack and catch up in my homework.. but today's different.. thanks to my very dear friend zhao wei.. i went over to help out at the FSC.. at first i wasnt so willing to go over and help out.. but after i was there.. i feel glad that i was there.. coz i feel much more relaxed after i came out.. i went there to relaxed myself and also break away from the stress that was like grasping me at my neck on friday.. i nv felt so bad like that before.. when i came to school i felt more terrible than ever.. some more i was there for va thirty mins earlier.. with my one of my friends late for thirty mins and the other onewas late for one hour.. that was a bad start.. and it adds on to my bad mood that i have since yesterday..i was like thinking.. that maths va confirm gone case liao.. and i know i am really going to be gone liao.. but to my surprise.. there are still pple whom i noe that have not even start on their va!! but the main thing is that i feel that our va was mainly cut and paste.. and that was real bad.. !!!!argh!!! i went to FSc in the afternoon with shu xian and i relli never regret my choice!!! not only i manage to break down the ice barrier i have built up b/w me and the class.. i also manage to get to know the ongoing stuff in the class!! besides that i also manage to destress at the FSC and i'm beginning to want to go over to FSC le.. i really dun mind going over to FSc to help out since it's stress free and i could bring about a greater impact on the kids there.. but then being a practical person i will still choose mcyc as my scheme as it helps to save time.. in this way i can have the whole sat to myself to study at home..okiez i noe it's lame but studies come first!!!
next.. two of my frens have found out bout something that they shld not noe.. it's like they saw those things accidentally..i really hope that they could really forget wad they saw and never ever mention them again.. i'm already stressed bout my life and i dun wan to handle other non-academic-things!!so please forget wad both of you saw and stop using them to blackmail me!!! now i really wish that i have the ability to brainwash both of you to make you two forget wad you saw!! ARGHHH!!!!
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